zoomzoom another fast week for me. think days are gonna fly by every week unknowingly. its like so busy until you actually wont really know how much time has actually passed.and april is coming soon already! oh my, slowly inching towards A levels, NS,PW,career etc etc. lol im so forward looking. insert thumbs up here :D

so yeap, i have gotten back all my MSA results. yay 3 borderline As (: but i still cant compete with the other peeps in my class i think, cos this is just one simple test with few topics. think the rest would soon catch up. then i have to work darn hard just to keep up with them. and awh man, i failed my gp. really didnt expect it, i thought i would instead fail physics and pass gp lol. but i hope i will do well in physics ba, am really interested, just that no talent in it :X ah think mr wee would whack me for saying this lol, no such thing as no talent, is must keep practicing, 'physics is a doing subject' .

topics are also slowly getting harder. like for chem, one whole topic just on gases. its like theres so much thing to gases in A levels, as compared to O levels where you only need to know 1 mol of gas occupies 24 dm cube.i heard organic chemistry is rather tough too, oh well lets see how it goes.

didnt go back to np on friday cos didnt want to pon guitar. really wanna try achieve 80% attendance. but of course, saturday i went down for national event. it was ok la, i mean like, the sec4s wont really organise anymore events already. so i followed RV out for their race, and can they run. the desire to win in them is really strong. and i also noticed that RVNP doesnt change their np shirts. but their shirt is nice though, although i think the one my batch did can pwn theirs :D i mean seriously, i think our np shirt was the nicest in like EVER lol. just kidding, but thats my personal opinion. so anyway cos i was slower than them by like 1 or 2 trains, i joined them at clark quay. proceeded on to botanic gardens,chinese garden. so i was in a way super shagged after reaching school, cos they ran for 3/4 of the journey back to nanhua ._. saw keelun and eddied on the way back.also like interacted with like xiuwen, enci and yuhan since jerald was busy looking after the group and they sorta alienated themselves from the group -.- realised arthur kok and mr teoh and mr wee are more or less still the same lol.

One still throwing markers into the bin a bit too often.

One throwing words of great glness to the student.

One still telling jokes every so often, but yet equally cold.

Good times though :O.

and yeah, in the end my group got 1st. like YEAH. 4 years in NP and i havent gotten any pole positions before in any race or event lol.debrief and then the sec3s had mini discussions. lotsa wild ideas, which is really cool man, hopefully their batch would be able to take nhnp to a whole new level.

went home, bathed and then left after about an hour or so for bugis for HO/CI dinner. yeah man im not the latest although i was like 15mins late. ate some steamboat which costs 21 bucks $_$ but it was a buffet though, like all you can eat yum yum. eating with sunny is just a whole new experience man, he just knows how to like manipulate food and think of weird stuff that even i dont know. then went to raffles city to discuss postings. my first time doing these sort of stuff and man is it a headache. actually wanted to type much more, but aye just dont feel like it.

and this is also my first post on my new laptop :D 2.4 GHz processor phooooo. ok maybe its not the best but at least its much better than my old com's one. but the sad thing is that it sorta feels hot fast, which im not really comfortable with. maybe taking a fan to fan it would work :X and i also bought a funky green mouse. oh yeah i think my mouse is damn cool lol.

SA's fine so far. my class is really getting more bonded together i suppose, since its getting noisier. grats to them man. oh yeah i also did my napfa test this week, and obviously i failed my napfa due to my pullups. my 2.4 also deproved to like 11.o4 as compared to my sec4's 9.46. nanhua's 2.4 seems to be real shorter o.o and they're having a class chalet during the june holidays, and the chairman said its probably during the mid june. HAHA then i have a reason to miss it (: submitted my cibtc form already. then theres this guy in my class, its not that i hate him but to me he's really annoying. especially his voice. i dont know, but it just irritates me LOL.

was bored so i went to play around with my old friendster account. then i saw one of my primary school friend's photos and it really set me thinking. i really miss all my good ol' friends from nanhua and some(which i still remember) from my primary school. I just feel happy when i say just a 'hi' or just like see them from afar or photos. its good that most if not everyones fine (:


ahhh, pw is really really coming already with PI needed to be submitted by late april i think. lets see what i can do. sorry if i have my usual mass typos (:


booooo ):

yes yes, holiday round up!

to sidetrack a bit, i came across a file with a very old msn convo between my friends which was sent to me way back, and i cant help but laugh. some people are just really damn funny AND anticlimax. maybe yuxuan and sally will know what im talking about. dang why did i sleep so early during my secondary school years, wouldnt have missed out so much high school fun ): to all my juniors out there, treasure your secondary school years man. ok this is starting to make no sense.

ANYWAY, this week has been filled with catching up with old friends. studied at kap, lan, nearly went kbox (wowzers), shopped for friend's friend's birthday present, mini squad outing and did a little window shopping for my counsins wedding which is coming up real soon. i found this zara shirt which costs like only $39.90, was damn tempted to buy just for fun. furthermore the cutting was rather nice. its hard to find $39.90 stuff in zara ok, or so i think. then theres this sweater i wanted to get from armani exchange, well it LOOKED cheap but it turned out to be $300+. D: then theres this BIG BIG ARMARNI EXCHANGE word at the back of the sleeves. its like im paying so much to promote their brand >:0

but theres this sweater i wanna get from a blogshop, but im not sure whether it'll fit me, considering theres no refund whatsoever. and im really scared to buy things online, im those type of people who must SEE the thing then will dare to buy. oh ya and i ordered a laptop too, would be arriving this coming saturday. so i'll have audio once again! after 2 years and 5 months approximately. then i can watch all those videos that i watcehd previously all over again but with audio :D its the laptop which was sponsored by MOE, all students get it for a cheaper rate, and the specs are like too good for a laptop of that price.

so how much work have i dont during the holidays. honestly, i didnt really do much cos i was really given very little homework, which scares me because other schools seem to have like truck loads of homework. i even did as ahead as i possibly could, those which were already thought, and i realised there was only one chemistry tutorial o.o neeed.....more.....work.... well, at least it keeps me occupied in school. im also finding like some books to read for my leisure, but im trying to find those non-fictional ones, can improve my wisdom :D

so as we all already know, school's starting tomorrow, which is good! you know, the earlier we start school, the earlier it'll end (: but that means im receiving my MSA papers back. i hope i can nail at least like 2 or 3 As though its pretty impossible. june's coming too, june course is from 8-27th june. best thing is, school reopens on the 29th lol. which means i have one day left after the couse to revise EVERYTHING for mid years. good luck o.o hopefully mid years would be before the june holidays.

also heard that the nanhua system has changed like drastically. ok maybe not a major change, but having miss yeo as your discipline mistress is just "_£(%*"£(%& lol. i thought j.lim would be selected to replace b.lim, but i heard jesselim has become much softer. thats amazing o.o but b.lim was a really great discipline mistress la, she managed to keep the school under control without making the school cohort hate her. she deserves a thumbs up :D

new term, all the best to everyone then >:0 next long holidays are 3 months away. phooooo~~~

went to jiangbabe's blog and did this little quiz, maybe its really true >D

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



awesome :D quizzes are always just so fun though they may seem nonsensical

oh yeah, was on hiatus for like quite some time >:0 been busy man.

so the last week was spent on lotsa tests, ok maybe not a lot. at least i have much lesser tests as compared to secondary school. cos like, i take so few subjects :D but then again, a levels are other so its still the same ._. think the worse i did was for physics, not because i didnt know, but because 0.2 somehow miraculously became 0.02 and i didnt have time to finish the paper plus check ): comon la, its only common test in a way, and they wanna kill us already. for math revision test, if nothing goes wrong, i should be able to be deducted of 4 marks. thats if my usual careless mistakes dont come back. and if my teacher read my question paper and spotted my pencil solutions for that 4 marks, i should be able to get full marks! but wth, gotta admit, ran out of time to transfer my stuff. oh chem was a killer too, because we were seriously deprived of time like £"($&"%*(& either that or i wrote too many statements and wasted my time. GP was ok, i think i should be able to get a higher pass. i mean if things go the way i think la, but you know the world just works in a weird way.

'nuff about MSAs, we learnt chords during last friday's practice! ok its rather stupid, i only learnt the G C A chord. i heard other schools' guitar start with chords, mine starts with the cute plucking ): so left school sharply at 6, but i still missed one train cos the train was too packed. met up with mum to change to my camping bag then headed to nanhua! met john, chao, roro and presley on the way. oh and xinyun too. everyone seems to be doing fine, so thats cool. reached nanhua around like 7+? and hoards of '08 people were there, maybe like 100? nah i think thats too many, possible though. but i didnt go to collect the certs with them. had nco camp! but of course, i couldnt resist a lil chit chatty sessions with my hommies. then the bunch of them went to have dinner outside D:

then it was NCO CAMP. rather awesome i think. cause it was organised by awesome people like us. nah, but overall i knew the campers did really enjoyed themselves. sunny and me went out at night to buy our CIs supper and we were put under god's test on whether we could make it back. ok inside joke, but i tell you, we ewnt through shit loads of trouble just to bring the food back to nanhua. when we went back they were doing campfire stuff, and its kinda cool to see the campers enjoying sir cheehoes lesson. like wth 2 years back, i tio tekan by him like f___. really lol, cos i was like the night ic, then cheehoe was like 'bryan, your cadets are moving too slowly!' then i really didnt know what to do, cos to me they were moving very fast. and well, i didnt really wanna shout at my own squadmates, im a good squadmate :D so i guess the problems with me lol. still got some other stuff i think. like when he said he wanted somewhere which was bright enough to conduct a lesson. so i thought that it was impractical to start a fire in the foyer because of the smoke so i sorta got confused again. arhhhh that was back in the past.

so we had 'supper', then i didnt really have the mood to sleep. watched slumdog millionaire for awhile before heading to the benches outside np room to sleep. woke up after feeling very uncomfortable cos i didnt bathe and went to bathe alone. walao damn scary la, i was so scared i only washed my hair with soap then immediately came out. nanhua is an eerie place D:

2nd day! joeshua lim finally arrived lol. cant really remember much, just that i was damn tired cos i slept for like only one hour the night before. then i gave my funky lecture on field cooking. my lesson must be so fun man, so much interaction! i think i have a bright future in teaching *_* but i dono why, i talked until i had like no voice, had to keep drinking water.

oh yeah and sir haris came down. he is like the most ultimate respected CI man, ok at least to me he is. when he was giving his lesson, the CIs were like sitting behind him and listening too, so interesting. but he used a different approach this time, back then he used the PASSION thingy, this time he used c.o.i.n. communication, organisation,influence and nurture. awesome. then yongtat said something that sir haris taught him back then when he was on his way to becoming an NCO. when you flip a coin and show a person, the person would either be seeing heads or tails. however, the side facing you would always be different from the side facing the person youre asking. so its something like barrier of communication, to what i understand. then after the whole nco camp, we went for dinner at sumo.

rushed home and headed to klin's for man u vs liverpool. ok i dont watch soccer, just that i wanted to meet up with the 205 guys. but it was a really entertaining game, i mean as compared to those games i see on channel 5 every friday lol. but was almost dozing off though, tiredness was setting in ): imma gettin old.

lets see whats up these days. oh yeah pool with ak chowler and kjw. funpo :D nothing much happened already. these 2 days i had to go back for lessons and then nothing more already. what a boring life i lead ):

going back to nanhua really feels great, especially when you see the people whom you've studied with for 4 years.it brings back memories of good and bad, but nonetheless fragments of what coloured and affected our lives for a long period. considering that we are normally ( for most people ) at ultimate puberty stage in secondary school, maybe these influences have even made us who we are now. as i've always asked myself since the start of the year, how is it i dont wish to mix around with my current class or keep in contact with my og mates? a lot of people have asked the same question to me but oh well i just shrugged it off. honestly because i really dont have an answer. i have no idea of what i am afraid of. is it because i keep telling myself i should not be in SA?maybe because i do not wish to put m ysecondary school friends to one side and move on with life? or is it because i was scared that i'll lose focus during A levels and screw up my a levels, like what i've done to my o levels. oh man :S

on a side note, i found this rather interesting quote on the internet.

There is no such word as 'loved'.Love has no past tense. If you ever stop loving someone, then you never truely loved them in the first place.

Cool right. kinda seems to be from the same category of 'its better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all'.

'Hi'

LOL WTF

ok i have no idea whether you guys get this picture lol.

1st week with my official timetable is over!

i suddenly love my timetable, though its not as good as others. i dont have any extremely early dismissal times, and i also do not have extremely late dismissal time. which means im dismissed at an average time everyday! i think the average is 2.30, same as nanhua! and if i chiong home, i can reach home by 3.15, even faster than my usual reaching home time when i was in nanhua, cos i tend to linger around and waste time before going home. my timetable works as a fortnight thingy, where my timetable changes only after every 2 weeks, weird erh o.o

so my msa's coming up real soon, next week in fact. btw msa is milestone assessment, sounds cool huh. but its more or less on topics that we've all learnt before so i think i SHOULDNT do to bad. but i must be prepared for the worse, cos maybe i wont do bad on the whole, but i would do badly in one subject which causes my whole msa to screw up, like my o levels :( but i can do it!

nanhuas having crosscountry on wednesday at west coast park i heard. coincidentally, i'll be having mine at EAST coast park. sucks man, i wanted to go back nh to ask mr teoh and mr wee some questions D: but i'll be going back on friday! cos theres no guitar!ok thats not the point, i plan to skip guitar even if there is anyway :P not that im not dedicatd to guitar, just that i wanna go back np ba, 2 weeks never go back D: and i cant skip many guitar practices either way, my form teacher who is my chem teacher and pw teacher is in charge of guitar ._.

so i spent the weekends doing lotsa revision and tutorials. ok at least to me its a lot.then went gym at kjw's grandma's house.cos my pe etacher told me if by j2 napfa no silver or gold must do 2 more months of NS. then i told myself 'oh shit, must.....train....' cos really, 2 more months of NS is just stupid ._. oh ya, and i thought i ran kickass fast for my 2.4 in nanhua. turns out i got my ass kicked by one hockey player and one ex-gymnast during the 4 rounds around the track. fag D: and my PE shirt's quality is just weird. it absorbs ALL the swet on the body, and it gets dry after a while. so is that a good thing or a bad thing, cos i get this feeling that the shirt will passively stink after a few more pe lessons o.o


think this week will pass real fast, cos i have like crosscountry during midweek.badminton on saturday! will get to take mrt to the new funky pioneer mrt lol.